what grinds my gears

shit, i hate it how i go to my parents to say ONE thing and they don't even listen to what i say. they talk about somethign else or completely avoid the topic. like today, i ask my parents if i could go back to piano lessons because i actually do want to play again and because they ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS fucking tell people how i used to play but i quit because i wasn't interested. but REALLY, they're the ones who made me quit. wtf, quit pinning this shit on me. fuck. so yeah, i ask them if i coudl then my dad starts talking about my make up and how its so scary now. i already said that it smudged because i rubbed it and that's why it looks like that but he keeps going on how simple is better. holy shit, can we talk about what i asked you about? fuck they never listen to what i have to say and they always turn the story to make me look like the bad person, fuck. SERIOUSLY, they need to stop telling people that i fucken quit guitar and piano cause THEY'RE the fucking ones who made me stop going lessons. like if they dont wanna pay for it anymore, fine. just stop telling peopel that i wasn't fucking interested. holy shit.

so siiiiiiiiiick (8)

FINALLY got my leather jacket woOoO. and my jeans. that i had to go 2 sizes up for. even though they're still too small. BUT.. they will stretch out. hopefully.

so i'm reading old xanga entries. heh i was such an lg. it's pretty entertaining. not to mention embarrassing omg.

anyway 3 years and counting, and still no change. seeeeeeee ya!

Today my physics teacher was wearing a t-shirt which was probably
designed by his daughter when she was younger. It was so cute, she
even misspelled daddy hahah. Anyway it made me think about my
relationship with my parents, which was way better when I was younger.
I was always selfish and I took advantage of their loving and giving
ways. They didn't spoil me by buying me every toy there was on the tv
but they would have random moments where they'd take me to a mall just
to buy one toy I saw on commercial. I remember seeing a doll that
closed up like a flower. I kept telling them about it so they finally
brought me to Zellers at Oakridge to buy it. It didnt close up, FALSE
ADVERTISEMENT. Another time, my parents drove me to Shoppers Drug Mart
to by powder to make me fly HAHA. I remember jumping off my couch
trying to fly. Oh whattta fail! Thinking back, my parents most likely
knew it wasn't going to work but they still bought it for me anyway.
My parents didn't buy me everything I wanted but they had their
moments. From waking up in the middle of the night to walk me to the
washroom (even though the walk to their room was longer LOL. I needed
them to turn on the lights and make sure nothing was there) to leaving
the dinner table still hungry because I the last piece of chicken
HAHAH. My parents are weird, but they have their moments. Love them
lots!

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SUMMER SCHOOL + PHYSICS = HELL

but on the upside? .. i get to see my apb every so often.

ps harry potter private premier, woOooO :)

YOU SUCK.

no joke :(

i like.. fish :$:$

it's healing!

k well no i don't, but i love my "fish." awwww man, they're all gone! my favorite was kane HAHAH. yes yes, cause he was cute ;) oh btw, they're not actually fish.. SO YEAH ANYWAY. goldfish is gone! oh man, i didn't even say bye, oops :$ zZzz "josh" should be a fish too..

yaaaaaay new shoes! my jordans are pretty sexy ;) well i just like the colour.. hahah.

ugh the weather sucks. supposed to go to the beach on wednesday, but nOoO it's gonna rain! .. sun dance.. anyone?

i really wanna watch finding nemo. i don't knw why. then i read harpreets blog then it reminded me want to watch it. oooh man. juuuuuuust keep swimming! gotta love dory ;)

yuck, science provincial tmr. i'm such a tree killer. and a dumbass. i printed out 32 pages worth of a science 10 sample provincial, which is all multiple choice when i could've just opened up the thing on the computer and copy the letter / answers into my empty notebook infront of me, beside the moniter. oh yeah, ashley logic right there!



man, i wish blogger was easy to code like xanga.

my computer got possessed

DUDE. doing a biography on elvis presley made me appreciate him even more. NOW I'M SAD THAT HE'S DEAD. before i didn't really care :$:$ ps, elvis started seeing his first wife when he was 26 and she was 15.

k so neeeeew manager @ foot locker, zZZz. he has a pretty voice. LOL aadb. or adb. OH YEAH, foot locker outting on june 24th. woOoo can't wait!

OH YEEEEEEAH, SO I GOT MY INDUSTRIAL PIERCING, WOOO SEXY (H) but my hair keeps getting stuck in it, fuck. i'll post pictures soon though.

SUMMMMMMMMMMER, please?

i need to go shopping..

but i guess that's where work comes in. ugh, spent my last pay cheque all on blue ruby. next stop? jeeeeeans! fucking work always suckers me into working :( next time.. i'm gonna hang up right after i say no.

anyway, the debut is finally over. i can't wait until mine though, heh :$ theme colour is either yellow, green or purple. woOoO :)

DUUUUUUUUCKY?! (L)

ahh i'm going back to my slow jams phase again haha.

isn't it weird how when you just meet someone, it feels like you've known them forever? or wish you did? or how you have so many things to say about them then when you try telling someone, the words just don't come out?

anyway school is fucking bringing me down. so many projects and tests.. so fucking overwhelmed. yeah i know i'm "only" in grade ten but stfu, everyone has those moments where they're stressing and stress doesn't just happen when you reach a certain age. ugh, i really gotta check my email more. i deleted my assignment that i sent to myself cause i thought it was junk. yeah and now i don't wanna start all over so i don't know what the hell i'm going to do. ugh i also hate how people fucking bail on you.

k i guess this blog turned into a rant instead of a cheesey one. pet peeves? oh yeah, i've got quite a few.

bailing out last minute / asking pointless, obvious questions / people who talk smack about AND infront of you / denying that you've talked smack when you obviously did / thinking you're hot shit when you're not / people who never talk to me expect me to give them discounts / customers asking what size a shoe is when they're holding it / customers who want a new pair of shoes because the BOTTOM is dirty / customers that get pissed off when you ask for id when they use mastercard & visa / trying on 293843 pairs of shoes and buying none / shoes @ the top of the fucking.. whatever it's called / holding grudges / people who just stare @ you / trying to teach me things when i know more / assuming i'm an lg cause i'm short / stepping on my shoes / lack of common sense / loud, obnoxious people / taking up the whole hallway /useless people that pretend they're huge and so important / having to repeat myself / huge bags that crash into everyone elses stomachs / getting interrupted then asked to repeat / swearing excessively (i really need to stop that) / joking about serious things like cancer etc / acting like you and x are so close, when you met through me

to be continued, heh.

fishy in the water!

k so yeah, i'm stupid.

i shouldn't have skipped all of those practices and gone to kalvins practices like he said. & i should've competed at the one meet i was at. but STILL! stupid people change the rules last minute. how am i supposed to know that the hurdles meet is a hurdles elimination only? two years ago it was a meet where everyone did hurdles and qualified :(

on the briiiiight side? summer is coming up!

"which biome has the longest growing season? explain your answer."
"biome 2, it just is."